A letter from Dec 24, 2022

Hello!~ It's currently Christmas Eve of 2022. Its 2025 for you, right? If I did this right you should be 18, I'm terrible at math so here's to hoping I'm not a dumbass 😗✌️ Mittens is begging for attention and trying to climb up my arm onto my shoulder. Anyway, I'm super excited for tomorrow because I'll finally get that gaming laptop we've been wanting, I seen the box for either the laptop or a keyboard, not really sure which. I'm hoping she got a keyboard, mouse, mousepad, and the laptop but just a laptop is fine with me, you will not catch me complaining lol. Conveniently Google play games just released a PC version a few days ago, so I can play the games I have on my phone on the laptop 😎🤙 Unfortunately mom didn't pay the wifi bill (probably so she could afford the laptop, oops) so I don't think I can even use it, I'm hoping I still have that hotspot but idk if I do since I switched providers earlier this year(?) (Maybe last year). BSD ep1 s4 is releasing on Jan 3rd so I'm SUPER excited for that, I hope it focuses on Dazai like s2 did because the weretiger (idk how to spell his name) as the MC bores me, but Dazai as the MC was actually enjoyable. Well, except for that one epsiode with Oda, Oda was my favorite character 🥲💔 Chainsaw man sub is finished and I'm debating on waiting until dub fully releases to watch it or just watching sub, I kinda wanna wait for dub because I just prefer it. IM ALSO SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPERRRRRRRR EXCITED FOR THE NEKOMA VS KAROSUNO VOLLEYBALL MATCH IN HAIKYU, 2023 IS GONNA BE SUPERRRRR AWESOME FOR ANIME!! I WAS SOOOO PISSED WHEN THEY DIDN'T SHOW THE DUMPSTER BATTLE AFTER ALL THAT HYPE 😭 Oh btw, do you still watch Sam and Colby? I'm getting kinda bored of them, I stopped watching them for like a month and spent last night and this morning catching up. (Which wasn't hard, it was only like 4-5 videos but still). Its kinda sad since I've been watching them since 2018. I also completely stopped watching Jake, I watched his most recent video and it made me smile but.. eh, idk. His immature jokes just don't do it for me anymore. And in case you're wondering, I'm still not enrolled in a school, it's frustrating. Looks like I'm gonna be in 9th grade for 3 years now ✌️ yaaaaaayyyyy. I sincerely hope you still have this email address, you've had it for 8 years now, right? God, you're old. Gross. I'm so curious, do you still have our OCs? (Cody, emo twin, Kai, Hansuke, Kiyoshi, Kyouji, Cody's BF, Zen, Sachunsung, Jigsaw, etc.) Are you and Sophie still friends? If you are you guys have been friends for 7 years now. April 11th will mark 8 years, right? If we're not friends, do you still plan to leave this country? We're you upset when you guys stopped being friends? As it stands right now I don't think I'd be upset if she left me, I don't have anybody I care about. What about you? Have I finally found someone I love or feel anything other than neutral about? Or am I still this "sociopath" (I know **** well we're not sociopathic). Also, if you and Sophie aren't friends anymore, what happened? Did you guys just drift apart? That's what I suspect, we don't talk as much as we used to. Or perhaps you ended the friendship? I can't even imagine doing that, even if I try. So, did she end the friendship? Now THAT I can imagine, although I don't really think she would? If one of us ended the friendship, why? Even after 4, almost 5 years we've NEVER fought, not even about some stupid little thing. Did you guys have your first fight? I'm curious, what was it about? Something stupid, I bet. Well, if it was a fight it was probably our fault, right? No. Stop it, I KNOW you're thinking "**** you, what do you know? You're past me, it wasn't my fault." Stfu and think back. Yeahhh, it was you. Go apologize, I know we absolutely hate that with a passion but are you seriously going to throw away a friendship of 5+ years? Idgas if it was 3 years ago or even just yesterday, go apologize. And if it was her, **** her, we don't need her anyway 😌✨ And what about Adri? Are we still friends? As it stands now we're talking more than we used to but our friendship is still pretty on and off. Do you still listen to Blackbear and Alec Benjamin's music? I've listened to them since 2018. A lot of stuff I like is from 2018 I'm noticing. I am so tired dude, it's 9:09 AM and I still haven't slept, I think I'm gonna go play some games and go to sleep. Cya man 🐢🤍 -Ash, 2022