A letter from Dec 24, 2022

Hey i dont know if your happy might be cringe but if im not in these universe no more i wanna thank my family and relatives and some of my close friends which is matt,crisha,rayvin tell them that i say goodbye to them i wonder how i will die ma i dont want you to worry about me im alright here not existing i might be alive this time i have some goal to take i dont know if i can even achive it if im thinking this way i might pray for the world getting good but i just want to end it all i don't know why i can't say the reason why this is happening my self i think it would make me feel better to do it no more words. Peace