A letter from Dec 18, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I have been hesitant and not sure how to start this, but here goes. Life has been a struggle these last 10 years. From seeing my son live through and survive cancer that was supposed to take him away from me, losing my Granny my number one person, and secretly dealing with depression, not sure how to shake her leaving me, and now dealing with my illness. My goal is so plain upon my site I can see it happening in real-time. I'm the Bible habbaka 2:2 say write your vision plain upon the tables...Well, it's me I have asked God to reveal and remove many things and people from me lately family and all that wasn't for me or no longer serving a purpose in my life. I have spent the last 10yrs of my life putting others before myself and being misused severely! 2 children, I have raised alone from a bitter and nasty divorce and at my lowest struggling alone in the dark. My biggest accomplishment was seeing my children happy graduating high school walking across the stage as I looked on. In these next 3yrs, I will see both children and myself walking across the stage to finish college...big flex...receiving my degree in Biology and Nursing. Nursing has always been your first love, you love taking care of people. I hope you are happy and successfully living life in Houma, Louisiana, and marking your goals off as these three years pass by and saving to purchase your dream home and fixing Granny's home she left to me to rent out. Learn to accept love by what is genuinely shown and don't get scared and run away you deserve it. Stop overthinking! You will find the person who is for you and he will put forth the effort and reciprocate what you put out and more, accept it and let it happen naturally. Remain who you are at heart and let your light shine it's been dim far too long, but God's timing is always His own, continue trusting his word. When you see this again don't cry because you are an emotional being. Make me proud, pop your ****, and remember you are loved!!!! See you later my love❣️