A letter from December 16th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Its 4:30 am currently, I’m in my bed as usual writing you a letter, today was all about being grateful for mama and baba. I would’ve never been able to do life without them :(<33 Tonight though was all about my most precious arh. Ahhh, i definitely still love him with all my heart and more , he was the biggest support system and the only pillow I would cry on. God , i miss him so much. After knowing all that he has done and i know he has done that **** to me, i did cry a-lot , i was heartbroken tbh but the only difference it made was that now instead of with a complete full heart I love him with every piece of my broken heart. Yes , that same man who made you feel those butterflies in Your stomach and also gave you all the life lessons you definitely did not need but what makes him difficult to forget for you is how despite all the ****** things he did , he never made you feel unwanted. He was one of a kind in all the wrong and right senses. You loved him more than you could ever love anyone. P.S its okay if you’ve not gotten over him even after 3 years and if you have then BRAVO!! IM SUPER PROUD OF YOU <33