A letter from Dec 17, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Yesterday my best friend and I had a fight. My anger was not directed towards him but towards some of my friends with who I usually hang out with. We’ve been waiting for them for about an hour, (1 hour n 15 mins to be precise) which means they gave us the wrong timing. I told my bstf to let me go coz I was pissed and my head started hurting but he was not letting me go. He lashed out for abt 30 seconds or so and I gave him a look n was about to cry coz of how he reacted and then he said that he was sorry. As far as I can remember he cursed something that I didn’t like and that really hurt me coz I don’t care what other ppl says what matters to me is how he speaks to me. We sorted out our issues on the way home and he knew abt the day I had was just horrible and I told him that he almost made me cry today and that hit him. He kept on asking for forgiveness and I told him that it’s fine and I meant it. Even I told him that I was sorry coz I ignored him on our whole drive to a cafe. Coming home I was texting him and I got to kn that he went home and cried coz of how rude he was, I just called him and wanted to talk to him. He’s always been there through my highest and my lowest and wanted to do the same for him. I’m gonna receive this letter three years from today so I don’t kn whether we’ll still be best friends or not but I would want us to be together even then. What I realised in these past few days is that I can see myself change for good. The ways I was with my ex and the was I am with my best friend is like same situations with different ppl but different me. I actually listen to him, share my **** with him, even share my emotions and how I really feel which I never used to do it with my ex back when we were dating. I always had a dream to have that one friend in my like who’ll stick by me no matter what and never leave me at my worse. XOXO !