A letter from Dec 03, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hello, Prince. It is me. The 19-year-old you. Today, I am supposed to be finishing my tasks as the first semester is near to end. CE is hard. And why did everyone adjust pretty quickly? I am stuck. And I am lonely. I don't feel good. As of this moment, I am sure that I ****** up my life. It's been more than a year since I've felt this way. Empty and somewhat angry. I don't know anymore, tbh. Hobbies and goals are unknown, so I am just going through days with the void in my soul. What is the purpose of my existence? I do not feel loved, and it might be because I really am unlovable. How are you? Are you doing well? I hope that you are. If not, then that just sucks.