A letter from Dec 02, 2022

Dear FutureMe, One more time, you are wasting your time. I hope life gets better ´cause in another case, you will probably prepare for your suicide. You are not brave enough to take that decision but you will. I know you try to find some reason, and motivation to stay strong but I can´t; it´s getting harder and harder like there´s no chance for me. Your emotions are taking more influence on you, that anger, despair, sadness, and envy that recently started to grow up. Please, I need you to take control of yourself, look for the inner you which can face the challenges and take advantage of them. Keep it up, buddy, at least for a while, at least for that remaining who wanna live. Cheers and take care.