A letter from Nov 30, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi girl it's me, yourself but in 3 years ago. well I'm pretty sure you already forgot that you wrote this letter three years ago. but I think you really need to read this and answer some of my questions. 1. how are you? what's your feeling right know? is everything okay? 2. how's your family? I mean mom and dad.. well do you have addition in your family like... a spouse? 3. how's your friends? like sasa, au, feb, lulu.. do you still in contact with them? 4. how's work? are you still in the same company as your fist professional job? how's your career development? 5. how's your hobby? the illustrator thingy.. are you still into it? well are you a professional illustrator now? 6. last, are you happy? right now I'm writing this letter at a hotel in jakarta just a day before my first day as a management trainee at syngenta. do you remember it? I'm a bit nervous about tomorrow by the way and I just watched hobi's speech at MAMA 2020 awards without other members and a translation about his live. he said everyone going through a growing pain again right know about something that they couldn't tell. I also just read enhypen live translation after MAMA 2022 which is also their second anniversary. they made a time capsule video that's why it inspires me to write this to you. I'm afraid actually, about our future. I want many things like become a professional illustrator, UI/UX designer, manager, and expatriate. I also want to pursue a master degree to get a better position. are we still living in a poverty? what's your focus in your life right now? I hope you have so much better english skill than me. I just know that my life would be totally different right know because I just got my first job. that's why I write this for you to know how far is my skill development. I hope you lost some weight and live healthily, have better social skill, and able to buy anything that you want without worrying about the price. get enough sleep and exercise, love you always, Yourself in 3 years ago