A letter from November 13th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, It’s 2nd of August. Happy 5 year no contact anniversary. Armani Chanell Richardson from New Jersey, she left you out of nowhere and on this very date 5 years ago, you saw the last mail she sent. “I’ll be back in December.” And she never did. She never did. Her dream was to be a travel nurse. I hope she achieved it and is living the life she’s always wanted. She’s our first love and remember how depressed we got when she left?? That WAS tough, and is still tough for me rn even though it’s been a year and 3 months. “Ok bye now :<“ Those dreaded last words. I needed my closure but never got it. I have so much things I wished I could tell her. So here it is : Hey bb, How have you been? It’s been five years. Do you still remember me? I love you so, so much. I wished things would turn out differently. Did you know I even took the huge step and visited New Jersey two months ago? It costed a lot since the flight to America was like a total of 22 hours. But I still did, all for you. I hope you can forgive me and I forgive you too for leaving. You’re in college now which is amazing. Remember the times you used to complain to me about not wanting to go? Well you’re already a second year student and I’m absolutely proud of you. Very, very proud. I love you Manni. I really ******* do. But it’s been hell for me ever since you left. Love, bb