A letter from Nov 07, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I believe you already have one of these coming your way, but this one is pretty important ngl. are you still with her? if you stare at this and wonder "who is her?" i would assume not. At the same time, we both should know who she is, even without her by our side. You guys have been dating for about a year now. The longest you've ever dated anyone actually, and felt geniue love the whole entire time. She gives you a feeling that literally no one can replicate. atleast right now. but i could not think of anyone else actually being as lovely as her. Who knows, maybe by now you guys are engaged. By this time, You'll almost be 18. Actually, you should both be out of highschool. hopefully you made it. This letter will either be the the best anniversary gift to yourself, or a painful reminder. I apologize if it turns out the 2nd option. I think for the rest of my life, i will always love her. This could be a curse or blessing, who knows. i don't know. but i love her now. and hope she'll love me forever ♡. To be cheesy. im gonna write a part of my vows to a wonderful lady, that I hope to spend the rest of my life with. Ollie. or whatever you may go by now. I love you. I love you to ***** and you have are my first love. The first person i got to geniuely share my life with. not a silly little date that i hangout with for a few months then breakup, i geniuely want to be with you forever. All the time in the universe is never gonna be enough for me to have with you. In this case, i hope theres an afterlife because i dont want to fade to nothing and know nothing about you. I think that is worse then ***** itself. To think such a perfect girl came from a terrible childhood, is a blessing. you didnt deserve it, and they dont deserve you. I'm writing this around our 1 year 1 month mark, we're both 15. But even now, i know your the one for me. Words cant describe your beauty, and honestly, if this is being read out thank god. because it means i truly, got you. that youre mine. that im wearing a poofy wedding dress like ive always dreamed ever since i was a little girl. I love you. and you are my dream come true. You will always be my favorite person. you're perfect. I speficly remember our first kiss, and im sure ill remember it fondly now. We were walking home, my dad had seen you walking home while holding my hand, and as you were about to drop me off, i leaned in and kissed you. I remember going home and flopping on my bed and aggressively kicking my legs in excitement. i then remember our first "date" at your house, i couldn't get enough kisses. i was just so happy to be in your arms. I'm still like that as im writing this, and I'm sure ill be the same when im reading this. Well. I dont wanna be a **** and make my own wedding insufferablely long for everyone else, so im just gonna end it off with say, I love you. and I promise to take care of you when youre sick, when you feel like giving up and rotting in bed, or even when you have a little paper cut or a spider is in the room (not really, youre on your own during tht one) . I love you. and im glad to be marrying the woman of my dreams.