Happy Birthday! You've been waiting for forever!!

Girl... life's hard. Life is.. really... hard. You, of all people, should know that. Especially since the outbreak of covid-19 in New Jersey. It's been almost 3 years since you've been in a school building or seen any of your school friends in person. I know you're going to get this in a few months, it'll be fast, and not much will change. But, when mom gets angry because someone ***** her in COD or something does she still yell inappropriate things? In front of Kane? Or has she gotten better? Probably not I don't know why I even asked, It's going to take at least a year and a half for that to happen lmao! But I guess it would be nice if it happened soon.. Aside from mom, is Kane getting more independent? Does he know his months and days of the week? I'm really trying to teach him! 'Cause, you know, no one else will, not even mom unfortunately. Another very silly and unrealistic question, can he sleep without a nightlight? I'm for real! Hey, when Kane starts getting shoes with laces teach him how to tie his shoes, okay? Oh, I hope you and Kane still have a close bond. How is Syanni? Is she all right? She's going through a lot right now. In fact, it's her birthday too! You should be hanging out with her today I'm sorry if you're not! You have been waiting so eagerly since your last birthday to hang out with her. Girl, lemme ask you something. I swear, it has been ******* me having this girly, childish, and bright wardrobe. Are you going shopping for a new one? Or even better, do you already have a new wardrobe? And as to the rest of the craziness going on in your life, I hope it got somewhat better over the past couple months (the time I'm writing this to the time you're reading this). I'll see you soon <333 Have fun, love.