A letter from Nov 03, 2022

Dear FutureMe, This was wrote by me on: June 03, 2021 Today was not great, Emilia said many hurtful word because no one could take her to meet her "Friend" Abigail at the park, because I was working and her uncles where busy, it frightens me to think this is her with only 11 years old!, What will happen in 2-3 years? She also seems radical and gives me suicide scares, I dread to even think about it, but she blinds herself with anger and lacks accountability, always wanting to blame me or other for things that are her responsibility, she acts very entitled and things are getting very difficult. I'm still investing for our retirement and future, it's getting hard because I have to pay bill, buy food, etc. I really want our early retirement hopefully at 50 in DR with a beautiful beach or center city apartment, we will get there!! We are now about to resign to our call center job, cancel our Portugal-Italy girls trip :(, and buying EVERYTHING for our Georgia move, I know we are nervous about leaving NYC and moving in again with the husband, the girls don't really want any part in it, Sara cries every time I speak of it, aside the fact they just sent me letter from her school stating she will be retained for 4th grade, that ****** her and me, but we will work that out. I'm hoping things will work out and I can help him buy a 2nd truck while managing the funds for this Cargo business, I pray that I can sacrifice 10 years to acquire my home in DR and funds to live in wealth like I deserve. When you get this letter, it will be a year, our plans for the year will be: Loose 20 pounds. Travel to: Europe or Asia with the girls. Go to DR for Christmas. Buy the 2nd truck. Grow investment to $20,000 Get girls in sport: Soccer, Tennis, Swimming, MMA, etc. Have $3,000 in savings. Get life insurance for both of us, for the girls. I love you very much, and there is SO MUCH for you to live for, places to go, people to meet, things to do and foods to try. Oh the places we'll go beautiful!!! Keep your ground and stay yourself.