A letter from Oct 31, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Have a boyfriend yet? I kinda hope not, but at the same time, I’m pretty lonely rn and that makes me kind of boy crazy because I need a relationship that is really close, whom I can tell anything to, who I can mess around with, and who I can have support and give support. I need a relationship where we both give everything. Where we need each other. The only relationship I know like that is a couple kind of relationship. The thing is tho is I don’t know anybody worthy of that kind of trust from me yet. How’s things with Royce? He still being an idiot teenage boy? Dude, I miss you, even though you’re literally me. Any advice?? Career? Mission? DUDE WHERE IS YOUR MISSION CALL TO? You’re literally my best friend right now and I need you so bad, but I can’t talk to my future self. Do me a favor and go give Epic Head Bops a listen for me, will you? I bet your the coolest person in the school rn. How’s Henry? Did he go on a mission? Where to? Today was a mixed feelings day. I’m INSANELY excited for snowboarding!!! I’m gonna learn some crazy tricks this year. But seriously, do you have a boyfriend yet? Do I know him? Who is he? What’s he like? Is he just like we imagined? That sculpted prince who’s quiet but is intensely in love with you? He’s funny, skilled, teases you, and is totally in love with you. Are you going to share this with Morgan? Dude, did you forget about Brooklyn and Emma? You better not have. They’re like the only real friends I have here in Idaho besides Conner. We had a Halloween party today in weights and it was kind of the worst. Everybody has their own friend groups and so I’m always ending up alone. Don’t ever forget that lonely feeling you get when you’re alone and trying to fit in but nobody even gives you a chance. Don’t EVER forget you used to be that girl. Don’t forget the pain it gave you. Find the person sitting alone at the first day of school before they decide to find a dark corner to hide the rest of the year. Dude you CAN FREAKING DAAAATE!!!! AaaaaaAAaA!! LUCKYYYY!! You can DRIVE TOO! Awe dude you’re literally the coolest person in this world. Hey do me a favor and ask Calvin Dayley out at least once, k? He’s the only boy who’s given me anything resembling a hand of friendship. Remember that departing heart secret handshake he gave you before he said goodbye for a whole year? Yeah exactly. Is Ben still a jerk? Dude what the heck! You live in the FuTurE. WoW. Have you KISSED anyone???? AaAaAAa why do I love and hate that idea. DONT pick the wrong guy, ok?? Find YOUR man, and STICK to his ****. 😏No but seriously though. Hey I love and miss you and want to know how the future is. Is it everything we imagined? Do you go through drives on the washougal river rd listening by to awesome music on your way to a hike with friends? Do you visit your Idaho friends? I desperately want to know everything. Love you! Have fun! Be safe! Remember who you are and where you came from bro!!