A letter from Oct 31, 2022

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVE! 19 year old me is writing to you to remind you of what your working/worked so hard for. #1 your doing this for Kai. The woman who loves you endlessly and would do anything for you. You want to give her a good and easy life because you know she will always want the same for you. You're also doing this for your kids, hopefully you don't have any yet. You know that they will be the light of your world and so you also want them to have the most enjoyable life they could have, and you want to set them up to do whatever they want to do in life. You also want to do this for your self, you know how much satisfaction and enjoyment you are going to get from helping save lives and letting people have more opportunities than they would have had without you. Lastly, you're doing this for you parents, you're doing this for mom to show her she did a good job raising you and all of her hard work was worth it. You're doing this for dad so hopefully he can finally chill out. You feel like he still doubts if you're going to do ok in the world and so your need to do this so he will respect you and hopefully be satisfied. REMEMBER QUIT VAPING BEFORE YOU HAVE KIDS! Uh I hope Apollo and Athena are doing good. Do you want a Tesla or a Jeep. Yah, I think that about it. I love you, I know you're going to do great things. I'll see you in 3 years dog. Bye!