A letter from Oct 30, 2022

Dear FutureMe, After so many years, you've finally had a crush. Idk if it's something good or bad for you but those moments really made u happy. For the first time you initiated towards your feelings. We had no idea what would happen. It actually came out quite good. Well...its sad that he already has a crush and they are quite close. As i don't have to intention of acting towards my feeling, i think I'm not interfering. Of course they day they start dating I'll distance myself. Idk when you'll be reading this if it would have become the reality. We bonded quite quick. From strangers to best friends...i never bonded so quick with anyone. Its special. Ik I'm going thru a stupid phase but well ig nothing hurts by this, life still goes on. I think he considers me his bff now as he tell me evey exciting stuff that happen with him including his moments with his crush...i have mixed feelings as i feel excited but also jeolous. Anyways nothing can be done. Writing this so that you don't forget yiur beautiful bond as tk whether you all are friends more than that or not, this will be a memorable bond. Tho i advise not to want to have a love life bcz if its one sided it hurts. When u don't have anyone life is better without any worries. I miss that life but also love this one. I hope you became a better person and you're still friends. Know that no matter what happens you are strong and you'll rise stronger when you fall. I love u , I love myself. Everything good. One day we'll know if we made the right choice but i know for sure i won't regret have such a bond with someone 💃💃✨️✨️