A letter from Oct 29, 2022

Dear FutureMeerkat, Heyy, I just read the previous mail from 2019. Now to answer your questions. I'm still camming, tbh I'm suprised it lasted this long. Honestly nothing really has changed. I don't have work outside of camming. Hmm my last letter was way to positive even for me lol. I enjoyed reading it tho. What to talk about? Hmm I'm just going to type all my thoughts in this one. Guess 2022 was the Lost Ark era. Clown released a couple weeks ago. Do I still even play this game any more or have I have moved on tp something else. This week was actually when I stopped playing the game with my bros. It was just not fun anymore as eats go way to toxic and it took out the fun in raiding. Oh and I recently started playing Persona 5, so far it's good. I'm looking forward to finishing it and see what all the hype was about. My past self wondered If new good songs came out, yea lots actually. Honestly music is one the best parts about life, discovering amazing music just breathes life into souless mind. kek. My favorite current track? Probably Asphalt Meadows by Deathcab. What else is going on in my life? Well I guess I recentlyhooked up with a guy named Jade. It was a fulfilling night. I got to be the other part of me for that night and it was great. I even have a video of it which I'm sure you've watched tons of times by now. Did you meet him again? I know you guys message eachother but nothing seems to be coming out of it? I'm guessing nothing continued. If so, did you meet someone else? Tbh it kinda feels weird asking this or writing this to my future. Why? Because this time I'm not sure I'll be able to read it. I don't like being negative but this aren't looking that great for me. Like, things in life have been getting pretty stagnant. I'm not high on life like i was back in 2019. and Philosophy keeps me in track, to esstiantly reach complete freedom sometime soon. Wtf do I mean. I mean that I accept that nothing lasts forever and I think it may time for me to move on. But hopefully I do some very fun things before I go. Like I said before, I'm not sure if I'll get to read this in the future. And if I do get this. Hows life? Anything interesting happen? Did you decide to transition or not? In a relationship? Probably not, lol. You legit the loneliest person on this planet haha. But it's something only you and me can understand. Hmm what else should I say. Well recently you've bought a lot of **** lingerie and it made you really happy! Also you got your first pair of real heels and you absolutely love them!! Yeah guess theres still things that bring you joy in your life. Hope all is going well for you. I mean your still alive after all if your reading this. Have any regrets? What do wish you could tell me if you go back in time? Is there something I must know right now? Where to invest or any new exciting things to do? God, I'm somewhat dreading that my life will still be stagnant with nothing interesting happening in my life like right now. Yeah sorry if this letter sounds depressing but yeah. Just being honest about things. I know you've moved on from Jessica at least. I know how much you still thought of her from the last letter. but now shes just an old friend I used to have. I have no attachment to her i any sort of way. She seems to be doing good the last time I checked up on her. I'm happy for her, she deserves it. Hmm. What else? Guess you did get a new tablet this year. Surface pro 8. Which you cheesed from amazon haha. You also got the steam deck which your playing Persona 5 on. Oh and you grew out your hair. I'm sure you still have tons of pics of it. You sure do love taking pics and rec vids of yourself haha. One of the joys in my life. hehe. Oh and hows modded skyrim? Are you still playing it from time to time or have you stopped? Hmm. Last paragraph. You still live with your bros or have you moved in with someone else? Oh and how was the last season on attack on titan? was it as great as your expecting or was it dissapointing? What games you playing now? Ah I might be asking way to many questions at this point. lol. Well hope you are well and continue to be so. Don't forget to write another letter for the oldge you. huehue. Peace and GL me.