A letter from Oct 26, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I hope that by the time you go to see this you will be happy, you are sure of yourself, you learn to relax, that you learn that it is okay to make mistakes, that not everything has to be perfect, that sometimes it is necessary to count to 3, if you need it right now repeat after me: 1,2,3 none of this is forever I'm just being human, I hope you learn that the opinion of others is not necessary and should not affect you. please, please be happy for little ruth who was so in our childhood, do it for her, let her know that she did not do it in vain. so ruth, please be happy. fall in love, get high, laugh, enjoy, live, just live, enjoy people while they last, but above all BE HAPPY! because in the end... we're all going to die. people, friendships will not last a lifetime so enjoy them while you can. but always in our hearts we will want alyson and genesis to stay forever just like ines and david, that they stay forever. since aizkel, we don't value it enough so, finally that's it. take care until then.. with love, your ruth from the past, the depressive