A letter from Oct 18, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Ah man. U remember what 2022 was like, right? I maintained a journal and wrote down little summaries for each month. When I calculated my personal year number as “5”, i didn’t realise just how difficult the changes were going to be. Somewhere in my mind I imagined me riding on a boat to another country, re starting my life. But somehow this year has been repetitive and tiring. Too tiring. Maybe if I didn’t meet bts, I wouldn’t have pulled through. You got them to thank. And ukw, I’m not gonna say that I hope u are doing better now or that I hope things are going well for you, coz they most probably won’t. That’s just life. But hey, you’re still so young, so it shouldn’t be a problem. As for me, I’m trying my best to be passionate about life. I just hope you’re in the moment of peace that you’ve wished for so long. Peace is nice. And. I still don’t know if bts is gonna enlist for 2 whole years. But if they did and if you’re getting this letter when they’re back or when they’re about to come back, then I’m glad. I’m so happy we made it thru these months. Even if time moves too fast or too slow, I’m glad we made it here. Coz tbh rn I’m afraid of living life and seeing myself fail. I’m still scared of being a loser. Whatever lol. EVen if ur creativity dies down one day, I hope u don’t suppress yourself too much. U don’t need to fit in, u only need to do what u love and make sure you’re not broke. Do it !! We didn’t come this far for nothing. Thanks for taking care of me, I hope we don’t go insane this year. - Mika ; 20 oct 2022