A letter from Oct 19, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I'm going to be very honest with you mr. Mitton, I struggle with self love. I struggle to love myself, so the things I don't like about myself would be, my voice, my hair, my looks, the way my hands look, my lips and I could go on but I won't, but I am learning to love myself more! In my world, my dog is the one who listens and doesn’t judge, her name is Daisy and she is a blue heeler mixed with an aussie shepherd. She likes to chase cows, and she loves the water. Me and her usually cuddle with a blanket and eat smiley face fruit snacks. She's very protective of me, she one time fought a dog for pulling me to the ground after playing tug o war. My hobbies are probably painting and drawing, but I also am very good at fishing and I love going camping and riding 4wheelers through mud and getting all dirty and going on night drives in the mountains. My dad is in prison and was never really there for me so I consider my uncle my father, and my brother. I never really had daddy daughter experiences since I was 13 with my real dad, and so my uncle stepped up. My uncle has bought me more stuff, seen me more, cared for me more than my own dad and I'm grateful for it. My brother is very overprotective of me, he always has been, everytime my dad made me cry he told me it hurts to hear me from his room sobbing, he always comforted me and took me everywhere no matter what. me and my dad used to watch frozen and monster house every night i stayed at his house, with my dog and cat, my dog was a red heeler mixed with an aussie shepherd, and i can't really remember my cat because i didn't have her from a long time, but i remember my dog because i grew up with her. My goal is to become a navy seal, and if i can't do that then i want to be a veterinarian, to become a navy seal the only thing i can really do right now is study about it and do wrestling, because this is a dream of mine, have dreamt of it since i was 8.