A letter from Oct 19, 2022

Dear FutureMe, did you made it? If you did, im really proud of you. I know you'll always do. You'll be seeing them soon. I imagine watching you while im standing and seeing you reacting when they comeback. I know I'll cry though, i hate my imaginations. I hope you'd move on imagining hurtful things, but you know what? I just want to say no matter what happens you're the strongest person that waited for 3 years for them to comeback. I wonder how you'll look forward in the future. I hope you'd still stay and believe with them by your side. And i know you won't leave. You promised to them. I know you won't leave and never will. I'm tearing up inside writing this for you in the future. It hurts, but you'll wait because you know that they'll comeback. Please root and look forward for them. Please watch those yt vids that makes you laugh like how you used to when you're sad or needing comfort when sometimes things doesn't just go well like you how it wanted to be. That's just life. It's unfair, but like what namjoon said, "Let's cherish every year because life is too short to be sad." you've cherished with them for 9th years already and more to be honest! I love you so much please remember that. There's nothing wrong with you, and please don't be guilty on leaving people that hurted you. It's just that you were afraid to lose them but now, you've improved alot. You're strong af! I'm proud of you!! You really tried saving money for them, right? That's your number 1 goal in life. To meet them. And finally! You'll meet them soon. I love you so so so much, some people may be harsh on you but bts will never be. They kept their promise. Once again, I love you!!!!!!!!!so so so so so much. Borahae!!! I love you! Celebrate your years with them!Forever!!!!! Apo, Bangpo!!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜