A letter from October 15th, 2022

This is a surprise letter for myself! Hello me and hi it's you but from year 2022. Do you remember that year? It October now so end is near. Soon 2023, the heck. I feel like this year has been good one. Not the best one but much better than the couple one before it. I have grown as a person. I'm more adult even tho it doesn't feel like it. I'm a bit more mature lol. I haven't been so depressed. I have been able to take care of myself and my home. I take showers more often which is maybe small thing but so important thing. I'm so proud of myself. I also have been cooking more and keeping the home clean(er). Work feels good. I like my job and I'm able to do variety of things. I feel appreciated. I have learned to cope with unnecessary thoughts better and read my feelings and why I'm feeling certain ways better which made me feel better generally. Small step ahead. Not huge mood changes. More calm and taking things slower. Why to hurry? Still need to work with how other people matter to me. It should not matter as much as it does now. Sometimes I feel bad just going outside because I don't trust myself enough. I should be good enough as I am to myself. I deserve that. I hope I have learned that. Other thing I should work on is exercising. Do it more. Go outside more. Even for a bit. I have been enjoying year 2022 (on personal level not so much on other stuff). World is crazy now but at least I feel content with myself. That is all that matters now. I do not know what date this is arriving so have a great year. Be happy and enjoy your life! Cheers!