October 16 , 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hey Remember When Erica's Nephew Told You? Well it has been a Week or so...And it's stuck in my mind....The Confidence that I Built For these Years Are Now Gone....In Vain...It breaks My Heart While typing this letter...Am I really that ugly? I can't even Embrace my own self. I can't accept The Way I am... And its fcked up.. I hate it.. I wish I could finally love myself one day I could accept what I truly am...and I hope a word won't affect me this much...that I would question my own existence about it... I hate everything... I tried to be a better person a better version of me.. I always do...I'm sorry