A letter from Oct 12, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I still don't know what I want or where my steps will lead me but its okay, we will never know where our true destination is. I feel much calmer knowing that the angels are here to guide me; that the universe has my back. Every hurdle was and forever will be meant to happen. There is no success without failure, wins without loses, peace without chaos. You will never know how good something feels without experiencing the worse. Failures are part of the progress. It helps you re-calibrate, think through and avoid future mistakes. It is an opportunity to be a better person, a sway to bring you to the path where you're supposed to be. Don't forget to also look out for yourself. Do not obsessed over results, the harder you try, the worse things can get. If you are too eager, result-driven and impatient, you will just get burned-out immediately. You will lose patience, doubt yourself and give up at once when you notice that nothing is happening the first few weeks. Whereas if you take time to enjoy the process letting things to happen and not worrying about whether or not everything will work out, you will feel so much better. Worrying too much only puts unnecessary thoughts in your head. Nothing good will happen if you worry. Do think about your goal as you work, enjoy every step of the way. The results you're envisioning might not be the result that's meant to happen. Everything is always for your highest good. If it doesn't work out, you are being directed to something greater. That's why don't stop. Don't stop dreaming, don't stop taking a step, don't let your fears and self doubt stop you. Bravery is not you being able to just do anything without fear. Bravery is being able to do something even with fear. Would you acknowledge something you did if you didn't feel afraid? No, it was just normal. Also take time and reflect on what you've accomplished now. Like back then you had fears of wearing a certain outfit but now you don't even think that you're brave for being able to because it has become normal for you. You're braver now because you wear what you want, You're braver now because you can speak your mind better, You're braver now because it's easier for you to talk to other people, You're braver now for deciding for yourself about your career, You're braver now for choosing what you want, You're braver now for still believing All of these may be just little things but you were so anxious about these back then. You might still worry about these now but you know better. Everyone will die and nothing will matter so make your stay worthwhile. Handle everything with elegance and grace. Trust the universe and yourself. Nothing beats calmness. Act like you're not failing and you will not. True failures doesn't exist for people who are willing to work. Love, Yourself from Oct. 22, 2022 Wednesday, 5:08pm