A letter from Oct 09, 2022

J, hi again. :) august 26 you asked me if i could date you. I didn't say anything because I dumbfounded. It was a nice feeling, a sudden burst of happiness. However, timing, situation, our pasts and our current season doesn't seem to align. I like you but not that much. You love me but i don't love you yet. Spiritually speaking.. it takes time for you to understand what I'm really pointing out. The level of our conversation it feels like we are both conversing on a same level, that we wanted to be understood. i can't easily throw this feeling, i might long for it or missed it. But I don't know the answers whether it will be you and i. My emotions are in between as i typed this. Things just don't align for us. I'm getting sad now. Don't hate me that's all i ask. Thank you for expressing your love for me. If God will decide to meet us again, then we'll say 'Hi' and 'I've missed you'. Bye for now. L.