A letter from Oct 07, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Dear senior year me, Hi, bootyhole you survived! I'm so happy you're alive and you made it this far. I am going to update you on how life is right now. Today we did choir photos because you love bugs so much that you found a pine beetle on the ground, picked it up, and had him in the photos. You also wanted to look good in the choir dress but there was so much room in the front so you wore a bigger bra. The worst part is that it was a white bra and you could see it every 2 seconds and you just didn't have enough chest to fill in the sad dress. Some of my current friends are Aubry, Aiden, Fiona, truan, James, Isaiah, and many other people. Some of my hobbies right now are singing and I'm super into drawing and writing right now. Right now mum is being a booty hole, (also you are obsessed with saying bootyhole, doo doo rn). Most of my family members are not great. I also figured out that I'm related to Jordan. And freshman year so far has not been good, my volleyball teammates have been talking about me, and we have been crying a lot. Our problems at the moment are mainly grades or I worry about my grades in the future. I have been a straight-A student my whole life, I'm really worried about this year. I like telly and ms. allison. I don't like geometry or the geometry teacher Mrs. Fullerton. Some of my other worries right now are that the bullying that is going on is going to get worse. I just had to run all the last practice due to the bullying. I am still really excited to be in volleyball and I'm excited to start basketball this year. What I don’t like about myself is that I have no upper body strength at all so my goal is to work out or just stay in sports to get stronger so I don't get pushed around anymore. What I am proud of is my recent volleyball game, we won and the support was great and I finally felt supported by my team. Who am I right now, I'm super talkative so much so that I have lost my voice. How I see my high school years going is just no free time at all, and the only free time I will be with friends or at work. I hope I get on a good basketball team this year and get on JV instead of JV2 like volleyball. I would love to get a job at possibly one of the corner stores by my house, Fred Meyers, or the pet store down the road. Some of my goals for myself are to continue to get straight A’s for at least the next 2 years then b’s and c’s will be okay even though mum will beat our ***. Please keep listening to music and drawing. It's our biggest stress reliever. I will be mainly turning to my friends and my aunt Ronnie for all help during high school. As soon as I graduate I am going to move out. I want my own house and my own space so badly. I also just want to go on long car drives all by myself listening to music I want to listen to. I want to get a solid job and get good money so we can progress in life. My goal in life is just to take over the farmhouse, I don't want them to sell it. I'm scared of being completely alone with no friends or someone to love after high school. I want my future to be filled with happy people. It most likely won’t but that is what I want my future to look like even when it's tough.