A letter from Oct 07, 2022

Dear Gull, You are close to my heart. You are the first jis k sath ma itna emotional attachment kr Chuka tha and I still remember when we first start talking on messenger and then gradually on WhatsApp and I indirectly proposed r ma start sy hi nikah ma interested tha because I really don't like any type relationships jo bs time pass k liye ho. Ap mjhe achy lgty bht. Life was so good jb ap pas thy. You know before your presence in my life I was so strong emotionally and I used to feel I'm the strongest person emotionally, when I connected with you I became a soft and emotional person, and I started having fear of losing you, mera dil nhi lgta chezon ma pta nhi q may be time heals everything. R han ye zarorinhi k kisi sy mulaqat lazmi ho date shate maro phly phr decide kro shadi krni k nhi. I like you. you are the very first person who knows my secrets instead I never tell anyone even my closest one but I feel some kind of vibes from you, listen If we get married or not you will always be my Gurya and I'm yours Balu Shahi. If we do not get in nikah due to some reasons I wish you the very best of luck with your future partner, stay happy. Ma ap k liye bhtt sincere hn. Mera nikah nhi bh hota ap k sath to meri dua h k ap hamesha khush raho koi pareshani dukh ap k qareeb na aye Ma chahta hun k ap k sath zindagi guzaron but Mery Allah ko jo manzoor Gull jb bh tumhy lgy k ma tumhary kaam askta ya wese bh btt krna chahu I'll always be open for you God bless you My Pari, Guddi, Gurya, Janii, Jaan meri Gull.