A letter from Oct 05, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, We are in English class right now, I hope by the time you read this you are a star student, Make your mom proud. English is a little boring but you know I love VB He's a great teacher. I'm not in the best right now, I've been on edge a lot and lost my friend group. I thought we were going to last a while but I guess not everything is meant to happen(At least I still have Chelsea and I hope it's the same for you). Che is currently 2 years old he's so adorable but a pain in my ***, I hope you learn to handle him more than I could because I tell you it's a struggle but I can't ask for help. It's so hard talking to mom, Feel like I'm walking on eggshells every time I'm around her and I hate that feeling so much. I and Florence got closer and she's a great friend a little slow in science but it's whatever she has me to help her. I made a new friends group (me, Florence, laura, Chelsea B, Chelsea S, Tyra, Gerrilyn, Deborah) I love them so much. I'm in student council and we have our first meeting on Thursday I'm excited and I get to skip science today because of digging diversity I've been looking forward to this since 8th grade. The morp dance is coming up and I wanted to ask sage/Chloe but it didn't happen she had already asked someone, unfortunately. I've come to terms with the fact that I like girls and it’s okay it doesn't make me a different person I'm still brendalyn, low-key hate everybody right now, they fake asf, Me and Asi we talked for like 2 hours and we surprisingly have a lot in common. Sometimes, all you need to do is talk to your friends you never know what you might learn, Had to learn everything the hard way. I hope mom lets me go to morp I really do, plus I'm gonna pay for myself (if I do go that thing is expensive $30? That's too much). If you are still friends with the people I call my friends right now then I guess I'm just overthinking everything. I DONT LIKE ERDAHL she's so annoying oml, I love my hair and I can finally put it in a fro so happy fr. I’ve learned how to not care about a **** ton of things it’s just not worth the energy, Id rather use this energy for something instead. **** SAYG HE CAN DIE. Danny’s mad at me bc sayg said I said she’s obsessed with geo. Like I don't even see them talk like that wtf. This year idfc if someone try me it’s going down with them especially since I got something on most of them anyway. I don’t like rogers at all.