A letter from Oct 04, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Today is Tuesday, 4th October 2022. I have been married with my beloved husband, Azmi for about 4 years now. We haven't get a pregnant yet, but we are still living in happiness. I hope when you are reading this, and still you don't getting pregnant, always remember there is nothing be worry as long you still have your family,nieces,step daughter and your husband by your side. Everything already beautifully arranged by Allah at Luh Mahfuz. This year, to be exact on 12th September 2022 we have new family member. 1st son of Qahar & Ezlynn, his name Abdul Ezhar Edrian @ Abdul Qayyum. Ezhar is combination of Ezlynn and Qahar, Edrian choosen by Ezlynn and Abdul Qayyum choosen by Mama. And guess what? We are expecting new member to be arrive by this end Oct / early Nov. 2nd Nieces of mine,1st daughter of Wan & Erni. Name will be announce once the baby comes out! I feel so excited,all of us are excited! This year also Icha having big exam,PSR. I wish she do her best. I do my best too helping her do her revision and practices at home. What im bothering me also is, where she will continue her secondary school? Me and Azmi thinking of sending her to PAP Masna or SM Rimba. But her Ibu also planning to send her Secondary School at Lumut. But whatever is the best for her and what her's choice. Today i felt extremely tired, i clean the house. Take out all the expired foods from the shelf, throw all the old and broken shoes. I am taking break for a moment, and i want to continue take out all the old and the clothes are not longer been used. I hope i can continue my work after writing this letter. LOL. I really hope that our home will be clean and free dust after this before the baby growing and already walking or crawling because I am afraid if our house is too crowded and dusty, it will harm them. I am afraid they will eat whatever on the floor or somewhere if there is a trash or dust everywhere. At least if the house is not crowded with all the old stuffs and unused stuff is gone, it is easy to clean the house. Am i right? And the baby ,toddlers is safe to move around. I think that's all from me, the past story i need to share to my future me. I hope you are in a good health, living in a healthy life,good relationship and a good job. Assalamualaikum. From PastMe.