A letter from September 25th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, 23:26 on 25th September. Sat in the living room doing a transcript. Bit of a weird time as Connor and I have broken up. In my head I’ve not accepted it as I feel like we will get back together. I don’t really see life without Connor in it. I feel a bit empty just by the thought of it. Started playing basketball again. Loving it so far. Season starts next week. Working at Paramount now, have been for over a year. Ups and downs but overall a good flexible company to work for. Not sure what i want to do, a lot feels up in the air especially with the break up. Trying to stay positive and busy, so I’m not overthinking. I’ve messaged Connor telling him I miss him and want things to work out. Just waiting for his response.