A letter from Sep 22, 2022

Hey me, It’s September 22, 2022. It’s 2:06am, and I have to be to work at 7:30am, so this might not be worth it, but I hope it is. Life’s not easy right now. Is it easier for you? I hope Rocky and Izzy have a backyard now, hope Tsukki and Poongi are good too. Do you still live with Maddie? Kinda hard to imagine us not living with her, but who knows what’ll change in 4 years. I hope everyone’s well, Korey’s a teenager now huh? That’s weird to think about. Joeys almost an adult, Jacky almost a teenager, Theo is still a real small baby, so I can’t wait to see him as a toddler! And Tuckys eight! That’s a big age for him, he’s so funny right now, he’s talking in full sentences, and saying the goofiest things, he’s so smart. How are you? Really. I hope you’re well. I hope you’re /really/ well. We’re barely getting by right now, and god does it feel like drowning, but we’ll be okay. We always are right? I hope so. Have you got a boy/girlfriend yet 👁️👁️. How’s Vanessa? I know she’s well she’s always living her best life. And Paulette? I hope they’re doing amazing as well. I hope our relationship with Pol goes back to what it used to be. I hope you were able to mend whatever broke. I miss the friendship we used to have. We’re 24 now, what’s that like? Do we have a nice car? Do we have a house? Has Böök been published? Tell me it at least has a name now 😭. I really, really hope you’re well. I hope this life were living doesn’t trail on much longer. I hope we made friends and relationships and got our **** together, god please tell me you’ve lost weight 😂. How many piercings do we have now? Tattoo’s? Our hair better be dyed, I bet we look sick as ****. Happy late birthday, I hope you spent it with everyone you love. I hope it’s the same people I love, hope there was more too. What do we do for work? I’m still at vivint, working in our ****** little apartment, god we need to fix this place up. I hope you did, living like this makes it so hard to get up in the mornings. I wish we were stronger. I hope you are now, I know you are. I’m sure you’re beautiful, and you’re fun and kind, I hope you’re taking your meds. I’m working up the courage to call the doctor and ask to be put back on them. We’ll get there soon. Hows your mind treating you? I hope it’s kinder than mine. We’re working on it, like always. I doubt there’ll ever be a time we don’t have to tune it out, but hey, that’s life. Omg what if you have a kid, do you have a kid????? That’s young to have kids, but if we meet someone soon and stay together for the next four years 👁️👁️ Maddie better have a kid. Old ***. I need a **** niece. I’ve said it a couple times, but god do I hope you’re doing good. I hope life is everything we’ve wanted it to be. I hope it’s everything I see when I close my eyes and think of you. I hope it’s better than us right now in every way. I know we’re gonna do great things. I hope you already have. I hope you read this while sitting on a pool chair in your huge backyard next to your home mansion with every dog and cat you can physically handle, with Maddie, Rocky and Izzy swimming with you. I hope your life is everything I dream of for you. I really, really hope you’re happy. I hope you broke the chain, no more homelessness and dirty homes. We’ll be okay, won’t we? I should go to bed now, I guess I won’t know these answers for another four years, so I hope you can answer every question I asked!! I’ll look forward to answering these questions myself, and god I can’t wait to meet you. You’ve always been strong, I hope you don’t have to be anymore. Love, You.