A letter from Sep 11, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hey me. us. you? whats up. i honestly have no idea what i'm doing. things have been so hectic lately. high school is rough already, and it's literally only been like five weeks. i feel like i'm slowly returning to that place i wanted to leave. and guess who's problem that is now? yup, you got it, yours. unfortunate, truly unfortunate. hopefully you've graduated by now. i think we're supposed to graduate in 2026, right? if not then oops, have a fun senior year or something. i wonder what life will be like then. my plans right now are to leave the summer after school ends, driving down the east coast to florida. (of course helium is playing right now, istg) anyways, i think it'll be cool, and i want to already have been doing content creating by then. hopefully, by the time you get this, you'll be nineteen and happily in florida or still on the road. i've been daydreaming about that a lot recently. like way too much. it's always that one person (you know who, and if you don't, just know that past you is disappointed.) and it's literally so pathetic of me sjsjsj. like every day i'll be doing something and suddenly i'm there in my mind and hours pass and i've finished the thing i began without realizing and i'm like oopsies. maybe it's best you don't remember that. embarrassing really. not that daydreaming is a bad thing necessarily. just kind of bad for our case, the whole gaps of time thing and wishing for something that'll never happen. (not the driving to florida thing, that will 90-something% happen) i hope that we're just happy now. nineteen years old, with friends, a good youtube/twitch channel, just doing things that make me happy. that'll make us happy. it'll be neat. unless that doesn't happen at all, which would be really sad since i've wanted to do this since we were five. but, if you find something else that you enjoy, i hope that you're enjoying it. i'll be disappointed in you but hopefully you don't be disappointed in yourself. sorry for making you possibly really insecure about your life decisions. it is 100% your past selfs fault though so, that's on you. should have made better decisions. in all seriousness, i hope that you're having a good life. i hope you're still friends with the friend's we have now. i hope you've had some good relationships. i hope you will have some good relationships and make new awesome friends. just have fun and travel and live life to the fullest. sincerely, 14 (almost fifteen year old) you <3