Hoping for the best

Dear FutureMe, Hiii hope you are doing great. Today I bought gifts for my parents with my first salary. I am happy but I dont know I am scared at the sametime. Idont know for what. Am I scared that I won't be able to do well and let my parents down?and the smiles i gave them will be vanished? I dont know....I am happy to gift them and I feel proud but i feel scared. Did we perform well at work? Where are we know? Working in the same company or did we achieve something bigger?? Love ❤️ Present/past me