A letter from Sep 11, 2022

Dear FutureMe, As I write this message to you I am currently lying down on my bed with mind full of doubts,fears,and nervousness. I am a graduating student. I always tend to overthink what will my future holds me. I'm still a student yet I am here worrying and doubting myself if I can make it to the REAL world. I am scared. I am scared of being left out and it results me of being reckless and impulsive decision making. Sometimes my head is literally aching because of overthinking. I know I shouldn't worrying about the future and just focus on the present happening, but I can't help it. I am the one who's pressuring myself. Trully it is hard when your enemy is your innerself too. I am scared to be a failure. I am scared to not be able to achieve things that my beloved mom would be proud of. I want to have a peaceful mind. These days I noticed that I keep losing so much hair too. I really hope that this would end. P.S : when the time comes that you received this please give me a reply. I would like to know our progress and current story. Take care of yourself and don't forget that you are loved. Aby,21 2022