A letter from August 13th, 2022

Dear future me, I just hope you are well and feel proud of yourself, I just want to tell you not to feel guilty for leaving past friendships or for anything you do, do not think that everything is your fault and that you are doing everything wrong, I want to tell you that please do not continue to vent alone every night, do not fill your pillow with tears and snot, live happily and if you can't do it for yourself, do it for yourself me from the past. It's hard, living is hard, growing up and accepting things are equally hard, but I guess at some point we'll be able to get over it, I know what you can do if you want to. It is hard for me to accept that the people I love are no longer here and those who remain cannot understand me. Find someone, find someone who loves you and you equally, who protects you and knows how to take care of you.