A letter from Sep 10, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Ok, hello to newly turned 20 year old myself the date of writing this letter is 10 September 2022 and i have a lot to ask and a lot to share . So first of all as you know that at the time you wrote this letter you had recently left EHIS and joined allen kota . You were having a lot of confusions , first one was , if you are gonna be focusing only on iit or prepare side by side for foreign universities as-well , i am currently thinking of joining the allen global studies I don’t know if i am making the right decision or not but i wiil know by the time i am reading this mail , at this point of time i am not able to focus on studies and i am having a lot of self doubts but i kniw that in some time i would be able to control myself and get focused , tell me if was able to focus or not or how much time did it take me to focus and was i walking the right path , then apart from studies and college i was very fatphobic as i was wanting to join the gym from past 3 weeks but wasn’t able to decide so tell me how is you physical shape right niw i reaaly expect you to have built up a quite good physique and now let’s come to love life as you know that you i currently have a crush on samraddhi for quite a long time now but I haven’t been able to confess it out of fear and i have decided to propose her when I finally get into college so please let me know if confessed your feelings or not or have you got someone else as your lover now and if you did confess your feelings what happened and everything else . And one more thing did you make an new good friends because at this point of tume you only have 3 good friends which are samraddhi , kala and shreshth and you only talk to samraddhi regularly and you are quite lonely at this time but you dont care . You also had very severe acne so did you get rid of that , and did your height increase you are currently 5 foot 7 inches , i really hope that you might have reached atleast 5 foot 10 inches and are you happy in your life now do you regret any decision you made ?? And do you remember the mistakes you made which i am going to be making in the coming time , did anything special happen in these 4 years or anything drastic?? If you are happy then it’s wonderful but if you are not then just talk to someone bro don’t hesitate or atleast talk to samraddhi or dhruv bhaiya and how is dhruv bhaiya doing what job is he doing is he still in india or in any foreign country and are mummy and papa happy did they finally got their house built ?? Ohh man i have a lot to ask but it won’t change anything but i xpect you to be at a good place in life and i hope that you are satisfied with what you have achieved i really hope that you are the atharva that i am expecting now but even if you are not i have no problem because i know that i have great potential and if didn’t achieve anything till now i can always restart again its never too late you can prepare well for your masters and then achieve whatever you couldn’t thorough out these 4 years , buddy i always used to be the person who himself is kinda depressed but is always motivating others so if you have any problem then i think i can motivate you by saying one-line that buddy you are the self-confident atharva who can achieve anything he wants to with his efforts so never lose hope and always keep going on . And one more thing how many countries have traveled by now did you visit japan?? Anyways bro i wish you very happy birthday and i really hope that you may achieve whatever you want and you are satisfied with yourself . ( I don’t know if you are gonna remember that you you wrote yourself a letter but i expect you to have a good reaction on seeing this by by buddy) FROM - 16 year old atharva Date-10/09/2022 ; broooo i stilll have a lot to say but i think this might be enough