Happy birthday! Here's a letter from your 18 year old self

Dear FutureMe, I just turned 18 on our last birthday this year and now you're 22! It would be nice if I wrote this letter that day, however, I discovered this site just today: September 11 at 12 midnight. Right now, I can't distinguished the difference of being 17 and 18, Feels like I am an adult by age and nothing elese. I wake up, browse at my phone, eat, plays with Thirdy, watch, sleep. Everything is plain and as the same time blurry. I hope that my recent decisions brought you in a good place, and if not, I hope that you already forgave me. I hope that you don't burnout yourself at work or studies, and still going out and having fun like you used to with your old friends. Are you happy? Do you still do silly things? get drunk? Date? Sana naman may boyfriend ka na today! Chos, have patience in everything, I know that 'til now we still have a lot of dreams to achieve. I don't know what holds me in the future, I don't know how are you doing right now. But I wish that you still have your old friends. I hope you're still close to your brothers and ate, especially Nanay and tatay. Don't forget to ask them how they are. And I hope, you love yourself more than I love myself today. Don't doubt because as this letter reaches you, know that I worked hard to be better than myself today. Whatever it is happening, I hope you're happy and you're enjoying your life. I can't put my feelings in words, feels like I know everything about you and as the same time you're a stranger. But as Taylor swift says; I don't about you but I'm feeling 22! Happy Birthday!