A letter from Sep 10, 2022

Yooo the queen just died. It's kinda unreal. Anyhow, how sick is your life? Are you a millionaire yet? I was reading a letter from myself sent in, like, 2019 ig. It was so vulnerable, assuring, and calming. I thought I should talk to myself more so I don't lose track of time in the future. I fear the idea of forgetting my life too. So I will be journaling here, you're the best listener ik. I feel like I should write more because I will want to read more in the future, but have no idea what to say right now lol. Classic me. Currently, I'm not even in uni yet, I hope I get accepted into NCA. I'm so anxious because people generally don't like me at first so an interview is a big deal. I don't bother with it usually but it matters here. What if they think I'm boring and what if I fumble? I'm likely to do that because, you know. I hope I am able to show my worth an I hope they are able to see it. This year, I realized a lot of things about myself and this is the beginning of a transition period in my life. I will go to uni, meet new people, make new friends, and most importantly get to do what I love doing (hopefully). I will be kinder to myself, give myself time and space, surround myself with people who do the same. I'm expecting that you have found people who understand you unlike anyone has, ever. Can't wait to meet you. X