A letter from September 7th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this on September 7th. I am currently in Canada Toronto and staying alone without my family, hoping that they will come soon to me. The wait is ******* me. I am currently 33 years old. I hope that in future I will be alive when I receive this and I will be devoid of all loans. I miss Arham and Jesy a lot. Initial days at Firework are not easy as the job is tough but I have to sustain this for another 2-3 years atleast to keep paying my loans. Its a difficult time as I dont have a car or house to stay. I am staying at 22 Esmond Crescent, the house that I never liked but atleast it gave me a place to stay. Ammi and Abbu are not well and also upset with me as I dont give anyone time. My job unfortunately does not have good work life balance which is why I am not able to give time to anyone. Healthwise I am alright for now apart from the stomach complications which will stay for lifetime. I hope my balls dont trouble me in future and I have atleast one kid by then. I miss you Jesy a lot, please come to me soon 😭😭