A letter from Sep 07, 2022

Dear FutureMe, its the second day of high school !! its a lot lot lot of fun so far. i know its not really supposed to be but it is. im just enjoying it before it gets stressful and stuff. like im so scared for the homework. i hope you're okay. im excited for the HS experience and to get involved and stuff. i wanna do clubs and stuff (rn debate and ill figure out some others) and make an impact. i wonder how my friends changed in HS. i hope ive kept all my current friends, but i hope to make some more friends or get closer with some friends. i hope you found a partner. theres this cute guy rn Aron, i hope you were either friends with him, WITH with him, or over him. but i hope theres someone. i wonder how HS will change me. i sort of hope to be a different person by the end of it. i made a list of just a couple goals for 9th grade in my journal last night. the friend stuff and all that. i feel like ive said stuff a lot. i dont even really like that word. but i like its simplicity. its just stuff. i like that. i wonder if you know what you wanna do. i wonder if youve done any more serious writing. i wonder if youve taken any psychology-type classes. i hope youre out to a few more people. i really want to do GSA this year but i was thinking of a million different scenarios where mom would find out and im not even really sure if that would be a bad thing. like it would but maybe i would want it to happen. i need her to find out one way or another. i hope youve become more comfortable with your label, or found one that suits you better. also i know this isnt the type of things im supposed to talk about, but i wonder how stranger things ended. i wonder how byler went over. i hope its okay. i hope YOURE okay. i hope youve found more things youre this passionate about. i hope youre doing okay collage wise. i hope youve found some nice place youre excited to go to, regardless of what or where. but i hope you tried your hardest. i hope youve read the books and watched the movies youve wanted to for years. i hope youve been to a concert. i hope youve done fun things with your friends. maybe checked off a couple things from your bucket list. i hope you have more clothes you like more. i hope youve gone thrifting more and found your personal style. i hope the (political and economical lmfao) state of the world is okay, genuinley. i hope baba is okay. and papa's brother. i hope youve talked to danny more often. i hope youve visited amelia and adina. i cant wait to see adina all grown up. im not trying to put pressure on you or dissapoint you. i know eveything will work out exactly as it should. xx