A letter from Sep 06, 2022

Dear FutureMe, it be me urs truly hope you doin better at first thought it was just a fase i was goin thru but i mean 6 years cmon im liein to myself i tell myself tommorow but im a lier i know i feel selfish but more and more i feel it i think its true i still aint got ******* i aint bad lookin compared to other mf's 4 years i hope iv seen hope before i ended it hope i didnt but its hard to see happines it there then literally 1 second later i bring myself down again im go wit my niggas but idk well i do know i just hope i dint do nun stupid a knife being an ******* its stupid but tommorow or whenever i go with them i just hope i dont do anything 4 years so i guess ill kniw ecerything this **** better work but why care i just wanna be happy being sad a little is ok but all the time is crazy be ight me.