A letter from Sep 06, 2022

Dear FutureMe, we have come from far and dark past, beaten as a kid always suspected that it affected your mentality loving blood and violence as a kid even trying to take your life for two or three times then moving to another country away from your dad feeling like a man away from him but also scared, failing school was the lowest that you reached when you made that call. this time to end it took that knife thinking that it was the right thing to do wanted to get over with it fast slit that wrist and when you saw that artery you know it was the quick but a coward's way out came back to life learned to enjoy things you didn't know how with the help of your dear friends, I know this is supposed to be a future massage but I'm writing this to remind you of what we became even if isn't much but we changed at least now I'm proud of that that we never gave up to our primal instinct like most people who share the same past as me the "experience" I mean and take this as a reason you was better than that is what am I trying to say. I don't know how is the future looking but I hope it's looking good I have that unspoken hope we are not perfect we will never be put we also never gonna live our lives dead so cheers for that remember: it is can always get worse. be the man you wanted always to be life is easy it's just a matter of what angle are we looking. i just hope i never live to see one of my loved once dead i just cant stand my self feeling nothing and for that i pray. stay human.