A letter from September 4th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, It's September 4th and school has started, I'm in all honors and AP and it's probably the worst decision of my life. It's so stressful and I am horrible at time management, I'm currently failing 3 classes because of it, I feel stupid. My parents are telling me to step down from honors but I'm not going to because I want to prove to them that I can do it, that I can manage. I don't want to just give up that easily. It's only the 4th or 5th week of school. So I'm going to try my hardest to keep all my grades at least above an 85. I'm really trying and it's outing so much stress on me. I cried at cross country the other day because of it. But I think I'll be able to figure it out eventually, it's just a big change right now. Anyways me and Eichten are still dating, it's been 7 months and we are going to homecoming together, I can't wait. I think it's going to be the best night of my life. He's coming over tomorrow which I'm excited for, I honestly love him so much, he's made me so happy these past month. Homecoming is on the 24th of this month which is also our anniversary, what a coincidence. He's honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me and I can't believe that we've been together for so long. There isn't anything really new in our relationship but his parents did buy him condoms yesterday and I was confused because they get mad if he kisses me while we are on the couch. Anyways that's all I really have to say. Bye