A letter from September 4th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Today i still feel like talking to him, but i’m pretty sure i’ll be over it atleast hoping to! I’m still questioning the reasons so i feel like you never know it might also happen 🦧 It’s been only 4 days since i started working out in which i skipped 2 days. Guiltyyy! I am not fit at all, i keep putting on weight and i weigh 62 rn which is frightening. I am confused about how to work with weights in the colony gym. That trainer is of no use! This is turning out to be more of a rant than a letter to my future self. On the other hands academics are scaryyy, didn’t open books and it’s 4th freakingg yr, should be studying everydayyy but to the contrary here i am whining about it and worrying about future where i don’t feel like attempting PG and most of my friends have sorted that they will be attempting usmle which i have noooo interest in. Research is an option but meh idk cz i’m not interested in settling in US. Hopefully you’re sorted