A letter from Mar 17th, 2022

Hello Future Complicated Me. I am leaving you a train of thought with no straight lines. I'm sure you're used to it, but I think I'll leave this public too. Like the faces of BTS when I went to their concert or the answers to what I've been studying. Am I remembering what I'm meant to remember, is this what I was meant to know? Or am I really just broken with memory gaps? I finally made it to Korea. Is it what I thought it would be? Kind of. Do I like it? I don't know. It's been rough since I arrived. With family trouble combined with the question of what am I going to do in the future. I remember the first time I did this. I was so depressed and honestly, I don't know how I keep going through those moments. I remember I wrote about feeling stuck and telling myself that I hope I make it to Korea. I don't remember if I wrote it one or two years ago, or even when I'm supposed to receive it. It's funny how I seem to be able to remember random little things. I wish I could remember what I study.