A letter from Sep 02, 2022

Life check in!! You're now 30, say Alhamdulillah Allah has given you all this time to repent. This is yourself when you're 26 turning 27 in a couple of months. Let me ask you some questions and answer it honestly please, you can't lie to yourself just be honest like a normal adult. first question, do you have a job? what is it? is it teaching that you've been dreading and announcing everywhere that you would hate to do that job? is it and office job that you kinda dreamed about? or do you own a business now? if that's the choice you made then wow!! you're making me very shocked right now! have u gotten out of your comfort zone? have you made friends at work yet? or..... honey did you get any job at all? if that's the case then don't worry! you'll get there, keep praying. do you have a boyfriend now? or are you married? when you thought you wouldnt even be in love because you don't think you're lovable, well, is that true? has someone shown interest in you at all? is your mom still working? or she's now being very comfortable with you working and getting the rest she deserves? Do you have a new phone? did you afford to get one yourself or you borrowed someone else's money for it ? did mom buy it for you? how's your uncle? have you done anything to repay him for all the student loans he gave you? did he stop giving you money now? have you learned how to drive? so now can you drive or you still cannot drive and didnt' care to learn? have you stopped watching P word? have you stopped M word? are you still friends with your online bffs Raiya and Ana? Do you still watch movies and listen to music? Have you thought about stopping and not going back there again? Have you lost weight? Have you picked up on working out and eating good? Or you're still as overweight as ever? I don't judge you I'm just worried for you. If you're still doing it, binge eating at night and not have control over your appetite, then I suggest you moving your *** a bit, it's not gonna be healthy doing that in your thirties. I hope you are healthy and strong. And live long. Do you hate anything in life at the moment? Do you have anyone who you can talk to right now? Are you okay with your financial situation? Do you need anything else in life at this moment? Do you still read? What is the last book that you read? Is your Kindle still working fine? What's your hobby now? Do you have cats? Are you content? I hope you are, and if you are not, I hope you are healthy and well. And I hope this letter reaches you. With Love, yourself.