A letter from Sep 01, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Grabe I don’t know how to start this, it’s just the feeling of being so empty after a day with friends, I know they’re really good friends but for me to be myself is so hard why and I end up putting up a face and then reflecting on how I could never have a deep relationship friendship with anyone else, that’s just what I wanted, I could be real with not putting up a wall… Being able to cry because of the real reason I front of them and not just because of a show or a movie or a song. Of course I still want to be with them it’s just I hope I fix myself and stop being like this. Hopefully me in the next few years, I know it’s hard it’s rare to have deep connections with that to people but just even one. I would really be contented with that.. Just getting bad again, I hope this will pass too,….