A letter from Aug 29, 2022

Dear FutureMe, how're you? do you still talk with elijah? elijah, he's your first love. im in the same room with mum, shes laying down talking to me while im writing this to my future self i deeply regret being so idiotic and stupid, i already know and im not doing anything. i hate myself for being like this. i hope you've changed. my skin feels mad uncomfy and i hate it dry skin and all that school recently started its going easy.its still online while my classmates are face 2 face which makes me feel quite lonely. elijah is the first guy who made you reassure, safe, and all that. you broke his heart badly know you miss him. i wonder if you guys will meet in the future. he wants to become a pilot if not a concert pianist. i would love to listen to him play the piano again. please. find him again just so i can hear him play the piano again. do it for your younger self. ive written his number on your dairy you'll find it there. im using kuya kims laptop writing this. do you still live with him? did you get your dream job starbucks?? tbh things are getting better with my family so i'd say family problems r gone. recently burnt the love letters elijah has. and deleted our chats to move on from him.i still miss him i hope you found someone new and better than him. you must be 18 by now so.. do you still talk with kumi? shes your friend, only friend you have at the moment she must be busy since shes 3 years older than you. hows mum? did monkey pox spread like covid? do you have your own room yet? huhuh still got money problems? ahh school must be stressful for u rn i think. you still in melb? remember discord? lol mad memories oh yeah blahh guy what happened to him he was ur first platonic love? but its was online so i'd say he was just a random ****. still planning to be an attorney? pingu pingu you still a virgin? LOL.. visa must be out you must've met new people!! hope they're fun. i hope our skin is better than rn please take care of yourself - kei 2022