A letter from August 6th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, About NAD, my summer love He kissed me goodbye and he left I layed on my bed processing what happened and then i started crying , i cried my heart out then took a shower and slept . He drained all my energy, wish things were different, wish he stayed , wish he came back . But it never happened Made him *** twice he was feeling lazy haha he didn’t do much but i loved him double fingering me , i was just focusing on pleasing him , pleasing him to the point he never forgets about me i didn’t want him to forget about me . I really wish to get over this rn i feel so sad about it , it just drained all my energy , i just wanna move on i hope things get better for me when i recieve this . Your older heartbroken self ,