A letter from Aug 24, 2022

Dear FutureMe, is callie alive? i’m sitting next to her rn and she’s eating her toes lmfao. anyways i wanna know if we have an apartment yet. we’ll probably not but still. do we ever become friends with maddy again? i kind of hope not. anyways does julien ever text us back and ******* play minecraft and are we still friends with ivory? and what about rocky and dakoda too? i’m hanging out with them this weekend and recording the game lol. i really like lbtv but i dont really like reagan that much. she’s a *****. you should be graduating soon so that’s super super cool!! how’s chloe doing? and i really hope i’m still alive to receive this email. i miss you so much. i really hate myself rn. and every day i contemplate kms. i hope i don’t but if i do i really love everyone.wtf is this a suicide note? 😭 i really wanna get into cosmetology. that seems cool. do i know how to do makeup yet? bc istg if i don’t imma **** you. you dumbass. what happens with blair? and i hope you don’t forget about any of this bc if i know myself ik that were stupid and we’ll probably forget. and i will probably forget about this itself in a few months lol anyways have a good life. AND STAY ALIVE!!