A letter from Aug 23, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Huh weird, its the second day, of my freshman year of college. The first day went relatively alright all things considered. but I wanted to send this forward because I'm cleaning out my emails and wow did I send a lot of emails to this point in my future? I mean it makes sense a lot is supposed to be happening at this time in my life. I'm currently dating Sophia, tho that is slightly subject to change as I set about trying to get a ******* ADHD diagnosis or at least some therapy, idk. At least the library seems nice, and the commute lends itself well to reading books and listening to podcasts. I should probably write more but me emotional energy levels have just been so incredibly low lately. and by lately I mean for the past 3 months. Everyone keeps talking about me making friends but I'm not even sure I even want friends right now. The idea of having to be around be, just simply being around them, existing, is so ******* exhausting. Not my most lighthearted letter sent to the future but eh, like I said, I'm tired and positivity requires effort. Hope you enjoy this first semester senior me.